You have to be on Earth until your time comes for the next journey. Right now think about the present. You need to eat, have shelter and if you have a family, you need to provide for them too. Spiritual awakening does not mean to stop living. Spiritual awakening means to become aware of ourselves, the surrounding and becoming generally aware of the present.
From your question, you seem to be in stage 5, so you need deeper inner work to gain integration, expansion and joy. But to do all this you need to live and if you need to live, you need to eat and provide for yourself for which you need a job. If possible try to find a job which can both fulfill your material needs and spiritual needs, maybe like in social service, etc. By helping others, you might find a purpose. These jobs might not provide a good salary but at least would help you grow spiritually.
Spiritual awakening is often described as a profound journey of self-discovery and enlightenment. It typically unfolds in several stages, each offering unique insights and challenges. The first stage is Awareness, where one begins to question the status quo and feel dissatisfaction with material or superficial aspects of life. This leads to Exploration, where individuals seek knowledge and spiritual practices that resonate with them, exploring various philosophies and traditions.
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