HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALA

 அம்மா என்றால் அன்பு 

எங்கள் வளர்ப்பு மகன்  ஃபிரான்சிஸ்  சேவியர்  மாலாவுக்கு பிறந்தநாள் வாழ்த்தாக அனுப்பியுள்ள மிக நீண்ட  நன்றிக் கடிதம்..

Its year 1994, my first year in B.Sc Physics. I was not physically well , ill health personality, in Tamil we say nonjan ..poonjan udambu....

My father's friend suggested me to attend the Yoga class in Manavalakalai Mandram in the near by school . Boiler Plant Middle School , Ramakrishna Mission Management School.

I started my exercises...7 week exercise ...then Agna Deekshai... there my journey of life started....

I came  across MALA Amma, a charming, brightful, cheerful smiling face. I was like a student that time.   I never saw the sad way of expressing ...always cheerful.

I was being with her but not mingling with her. Day pass on ... i started my vounteering work in BHEL Manavalakkalai Mandram. Every week wednesday mostly i will present without fail, until other wise exam times. i was little bit active in the volunteering along with my friend Sathish,Murugesan and one more friend, lean and height , name is not getting out of my brain right now.... during that time the guidance of Mala mother was so cheerful, she never scolded me in harsh way, never strict on my naught behaviours, few scolded me , strict on my naughty behaviours but MALA mother never , never . Just pure love and affection. She understood the age and allowed  me to play without any warnings.

She was very caring , affectionate and glowing in walking path with Guru Vethathiri . The entire family is dedicated to Guru Vethathiri's service. Her husband  :) a higher level order manager in BHEL was so much humble and very kind to me . Their son Sriram also was behaving very friendly with me. My negative feelings, low self esteem feelings slowly slowly getting washed away only after that .

The days pass on with experiements with kayakalpha exercise and mediation techniques to  attain more powers :) started reading more books in that line. Was asking much more ignorant questions to Mala mother and her husbad JP. Both are patiently explaining the way i can understand and digest.
i become doubting thomas to them.

3 years passed , i completed B.Sc. Physics and Joined M.C.A in the year 1997. There was a situation my father got retired. and education become so difficult and i was thinking and thinking how to get the help . i am having 3 elder brothers, only one was working others are not. that situation my eldest brother was also trying his best to settle down in a job in Coimbatore. SO not able to ask the help . tried with bank for loan. But got the reply that without any assurance, guarantee, surety for the loan we cannot sanction the loan.

I informed my father .. he was also not much helpful with his retirment amount. 6 months after i joined MCA my father passed away. No one was there to help monitorily for the studies. Was in deep pain . Was crying inner , not able to express to any one. That is the time I met MALA mother  expressed my situation .

From that time onwards next 3 years , the entire MCA studies I completed with the money given my Mala Mother. not even once, not even once she asked when will i repay. Never ever asked. Her husband JP sir was so supportive that time. even though 3 elder brother are there , not able to get help from them . i was just a small volunteering boy, with out any expectation , without the question , when i will repay, she was supporting me like my Mother. She is my God Mother , GnanaThai...

Even to spend 1 rupee to a begger , there was a calcuation , if i give 1 ruppee to this begger , god will give much more money . thats why many are doing dharma.

A dharma without any expectation, without any returns was done by Mother Mala to me . First time i was experiencing a huge help from some one outside of my family that is MALA Mother. There were many many days i remember this and feel so kindful to her.

She was not teaching me about yoga theory, but she is living the life of yoga, not in theory but practical.

a good human being ... a nice pure soul...

Even after i joined the job , she never asked my about when i will return. when i see practical life , how this much mentality is feasible in real life , i am not able to get answer that time. But now slowly realizing , until other wise you are so kind to every being, FULL faith in GURU or GOD, until u don't have surrender to GURU or GOD , no one can exhibit this unconditional unexpected love.

She is having this nature , to express unconditional love and give without expecting anything inturn. GIVING, to give , give without expectation i learnt from her .

Mala mother and her beloved husbad JP sir nurtured my education life, helped in what ever way possible. even today i don't know why they loved me so much.

when ever i think of their love on me in my lonely moments , my eyes will spring the fountain.

Mala mother and JP sir helped a lot to nurture my sprituality. The seed given by Guru Vethathiri was nurtured in me by them.

after six years in BHEL mandram , i left trichy in search of job during year 2000.

Now its 2012 , the time ran away so fast . Very rarely I use to call her in phone. when ever I go to Trichy I try to meet her.

But even today the same cheerfulness and jovial and smiling face with glittering teeth are welcoming me.

Mother is not just a word, she carry the life force inside her womb and nurture it and giving the full fledged form .

She nurtured my youth life with all care and warmth.

Today I am here working in a software company is because of her unconditional love and care and huge help at the time of need in my college life.

There is no words to express my gratitude to her . it will not be enough. I wish to wash her feet once out of enormous love.

My divine mother , my beloved gnana thai.  thanks for everything you have given, there is no words to express my love and gratitude to you.

What I can do for you , please order me , will do at the  maximum possibility.

My mother,  I want to say one thing , the spiritual seed which was taken care is now grown up to a small tree. small small animals and birds are sitting  and chatting  on my branches.

the music is so good , will grow to a fullest oneday, many can come and enjoy the shadow under the big tree.

I bow to your feet

Love

Xavier 

தாத்தா & பேத்தி  

Xavier,Angelina & Priya

 Xavier is now at Oracle/Hydrabad